There is nothing that boosts the positivity better than winning… even if it isn’t much. It’s so strange when you realize the simplicities of the human psych. It’s not always easy to see – being human myself – but when you realize something as simple as this you realize why so many companies use competitions for advertising and marketing their products. When you win, it feels as though you’re special, like someone thought of you. It’s so strange because it’s not really like that but the feeling can make you feel just as good, as if someone hand picked you!!

Anyway… the reason I thought of this topic is because I found a 1 in 25 lucky token in my COSMO this month :) Which is just so fantastic…. It’s so exciting!! I have been a COSMO fan for so long. I read the magazine every month and I think being included in their 25th birthday celebrations is really cool!! So THANK YOU COSMO for making me feel special! :)

Why is it that I finally get my butt in gear and start a blog and now I can’t decide on anything??

I swear, I’m the most indecisive person on the planet! I can’t decide on a tagline, a theme or anything really and how could I if I can’t even decide on a name for my first post! Like it’s that complicated? I mean really, would it matter? This blog is supposed to be just a place where I get to rant and rave about whatever I feel like and now I’m sitting worrying about such rubbish. This is why I procrastinate… just to avoid having to decide!!

It’s expected though, considering it takes me about 30 minutes to decide what to eat at a restuarant (and that’s only after I have asked who ever I am with, at least 20 times, what I should have out of a list of the things I can’t decide between – it even gets to the point where my mom, friend or boyfriend would have to flip a coin for me??)

This happens everywhere… even at Spur, where I have eaten at at least once a month for my entire 22 years of life (that’s scary!!) and generally end-up having the same thing! The list is always – Nachos, Burger or Enchiladas…. then I hardly ever have Enchilada’s and have the Nachos 50% and the burger 45% of the time. Except when I was a lot younger… then I’d have the calamari 100% of the time.

Well enough about my wierd issues…. it would be better not to scare everyone off on the first post, but hey who cares anyway… if I start worrying to much I’m gonna change my mind and start all over again and that is not an option!